Have you ever felt stuck? Or running in the middle of a rock and a hard place? What kinds of things to do you to cope?
My status currently: stuck.
Most of my previous posts have been about how I’m trying to enjoy the moments, enjoy life, etc… but sometimes my gears need some more oil. I’ve been keeping busy – as per usual – doing projects around the house, writing curriculum, playing with Ace, but I can’t seem to shake my funk. I’m waiting for something exciting to happen. Although, I’m not quite sure what that something is. Last night, as Tony and I were watching ANOTHER re-run of The Office, I randomly said, ‘I want a baby.’ Tony laughed at my comment, and that was that.
I’m not sure what caused my random comment. I know I cannot have a baby any time soon. I think it’s because everybody around me continues to progress with all the ‘next steps’ and here I am, stuck. Stuck on slo-mo. Stuck in the mud. Just plain stuck.
How can one make themselves forget about all their major plans for the future? It just doesn’t seem realistic.