Hold on, today’s Wednesday??
I have officially lost it.
I am not quite sure what’s happening with my mind – for real. I used to be extremely organized, I would stay focused & complete tasks I’ve started, & no mini anxiety attacks. Now, like I said, I think my mind is disappearing. Today was the last day of school (!) and we leave for Mexico on Saturday for Tony’s brother’s wedding (!); I also need to have my entire classroom packed up and ready to move tomorrow morning, pack for Mexico, clean my house, & run last minute errands. I have a thousand to-do lists: one in my planner, a couple in my phone, reminder alarms set to go off, etc… yet, yesterday I legitimately thought it was Wednesday.
I’ve lost it.
Today, one of my best friends told me she was moving to from the cities to the northern part of Minnesota & asked if I wanted to join her and another friend for dinner to chat about it. I replied that I would love to & just needed to double check Tony’s schedule…. SOOO.. I leave work, (after a celebratory drink with my teacher friends), drive to the nail salon & debate whether or not to get my mani/pedi tonight or Friday (decision made? Friday afternoon), tell my dad I would go shopping with him for new swim trunks & head to my parents to pick him up, arrive at my parents house and admire their new fancy garage flooring, head toward the mall, turn around and bring my dad back home because I needed to pick Ace up from doggy day care by 6:30, (it was now 5:30), get Ace, come home, start packing & realize the clock says 7:30. I had completely forgotten about meeting my girlfriends for dinner.
Do you see my point? Do you see my destructive path of disorganizational thoughts? Is that normal?
Maybe it’s normal, but I guess what I am saying is it is not normal for me! Being organized is one of my things. My mom used to call me and say, “Kaylee, you need to come over and help me.. I’ve started five projects and can’t seem to get anything finished. I need you do make me to-do lists and check things off, one by one.”
I don’t think she’d ask for my help anymore.
Welp- here’s to tomorrow being THURSDAY, (I got that part right, at least), a week of relaxation in Mexico, and summer break; it’s so close, I can taste it.